Life goes on...

So lately I haven't been on this blog like crazy I'm more on tumblr.

But I have a good-ish shock-ish news, which is me and my boyfriend is currently expecting.
Yes there is a mini person on the way =]

My due date is June 2nd, I'm glad to hear that but at the same time not so much. More of a bitter-sweet moment. The good way is that a least I'm not ill in any way, the doctor thought something is wrong with my blood or my thyroid but nope ^.^ bad part now everything has to be on hold well just traveling and growing up to take care of the baby. I will continue school through online classes with the help of advisors from BHCC. I'm also trying to find a job and put in a lot of hours to save up money for the baby. The father of the baby is basically my boyfriend, no surprise xD his family is very supportive with us... His dad offer to help baby sit and to buy us a crib... I love his family they're so nice and always asking me how I'm doing. I'm planning to move in with my bf and his family around January or February just for a couple of months to a year then save up money for an apartment. I know for a fact my mother isn't supportive which will be hard on me but oh well life goes on and I will make the best of it.

So, October and it already snowed... Now it's november so countdown begins before my birthday ^.^(11/14) I'm planning to go to the melting pot with my bff, bf, and my ex's gf (i keep stealing her xD) but so far my life has been great!

-Pictures of my ultrasound will be up later on-

What's up?

This has been bothering me for the longest time EVER.
I'm going to have to get this off of my chest since I know you read my blog KYO!
Yea, that's right I'm calling it on you mister!

I'm tired of your damn douche bag ego that I've been hearing. Not a lot of people like you, ya know. You need to stop talking to MY friends like they're yours... truthfully I could care less if they like to be your friends.... But it's really low to put them in your little "scheme" to rid me of the people I care dearly for. Not only that you would say shit about me? ARE YOU EFFIN SERIOUS?!! Oh my favorite sentence from you:

Kyo 8:02 pm
I've been dating her for 2 years and I know for a fact that anna can't think for herself.. I don't even know why people come to her for advice.. she gets advice from her boyfriends and older sister.. >_>

Yes, you've dated me for 2 years... but within those 2 years you've learn NOTHING from me. if I cannot think for myself then why would you say this.

Anthony: (1:00:37 AM)Lol.. I don't understand how you can be so happy manipulating everyone.. dehumanizing everyone. Thinking one little lie won't hurt. I'm not the one to make all your friends go away. You are. You're boring in conversation. You're fake and people see through you. Your ego came from me. Pretty soon everyone's going to grow up and see you for who you are. Have fun with what you have left, you messed up big time. pretty soon you're gonna go straight to where I picked you up. And to think I extended my hand out for you. Disgusting.




Oh yes baby, I've got you with your little damn scheme. Within those 2 years, darling I played you hard and manipulated your damn mind... It's very easy that one little conversation can lead to another and you would trust people so easily. You are weak and ANYONE can get to you... You thought I was a dumb bimbo that can't do shit for herself! But guess what baby, I got my GED, I signed up for college, did ALL of my paperworks, got a job and did great for my first year of college. Oh and what were YOU doing the whole time after you got your GED.... Playing games, eating, sleeping... while I get up and go to school early... and work as a freaking SERVER till night... I don't even get home till midnight sweetie... I didn't even have time for homework, and I manage to finish my homework under all that stress along with managing at least 4 hours of sleep. And you were telling me Hannie was mad at you because you didn't have a responsibility in the world? Well you're wrong! I understand how he felt juggling school, work, a relationship, and having a CAREER! I remember you told me, your mother and Hannie that you would study for the police exam and exercise for it... When I tell you it's time to study the books, you tell me you want to get in shape before studying.... then when we had that argument you told me I neglected to sit down and study that same goddam book with you, by then I knew you were bringing up stupid excuses... I had my own work to deal with baby I can't do your work too. I told you to sign up for BHCC with me but you said "no" remember? Oh I know you remember... since you're "smart" or so you say... Your mother ALWAYS ask me why didn't you follow me and go to college. You know what I'm glad you didn't... I think it was mainly my fault for mothering you way too much like buying you stuff and caring for you way too much. Oh well...


But GET THE FUCK OVER IT! Like seriously, We broke up mutually... What the hell don't you understand under that? Both of us talked together and agreed... in fact you agreed in a snap. So what is the problem? That I ended up seeing another guy? Is that it? Like seriously I know you skipped denial... but being in pain then ended up with vengeance.. well not vengeance but that's the way I see it.. Trying to rid me of friends... ARE YOU SERIOUS? I know you have friends... just keep away from mines... you know the ones you "hate". Your mask may be perfect to other eyes but my eyes sees it all. You just don't realize the potentials and intentions I have. You molded me or at least try to, I didn't take your ego... I developed the ego so babe hush up. Going on my PS3 account, you don't think I know? My boyfriend was online and told me! You're fucking disgusting, don't ever think you can get away with the shit you do. Even with a job you're still NOTHING. 


Good-bye and Good luck babe... You'll need it in life with that douche bag of an ego.
--Behing every bitch is a guy who made her that way--
+Thank you Kyo, I became a manipulative bitch that you've ALWAYS wanted, the one that can never be stepped over.+

Update =]

I'm still ALIVE!
I've been busy lately with well school first of all, and with the new guy I'm seeing.

First of all I passed all of my classes which is amazing with all of my procrastination. So I'm actually planning to take a few summer courses to get more credits to transfer schools. Probably math, reading, and writing... anything to make my pre-requisted finish faster.

Other than that a week ago or two there was this guy is was the president of familyradio.org [or .com] I don't really know. He said there was to be a rapture on May 21st, 2011.
Yea... still here.... great job trying to decoding it for the 2nd time but you were wrong since it's too early.
Quote; Matthew 24:6 "But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven,but My Father only." If Harold camping actually decoded the bible then he would know that he cannot set the date and time of when the rapture would happen.
Sure I'm not a Christian but those who are, please don't force your religion on people because after this catastrophe you look plainly ridiculous. I don't mean to insult those who are Christian but that's what I think.


But yes, I do believe that the world would end some day but not anytime soon.


OKAY.. now other than that!
I'm seeing this new guy whom I use to work with at CPK, we went on a date before it was fun. Watched hall pass, ate pinkberry together. I still remember it clearly. Things are going easy, no intimacy. I want a REAL relationship this time, not the hook ups that last for like 2 years and go down hill. Trust me I've been throughout many to know what I really want right now. But yes I'm seeing a new guy and I don't regret my decision to do so. 
The both of us used to work at CPK, I quit for my very own reason. He quit for a much better job which is great since he works around the evening and gets home by night to see me. We've went out a bunch of time since we started seeing each other, eating at restaurants and I don't have to pay. It felt weird because I'm usually the one paying but nice change I guess. We argue together about who's paying and he always wins since he tickles me or picks me up.


So things have been going well I'm planning to continue my work out at the gym during the summer, and finding a job OR work at the nail salon since my mom's boss gave me a job offer which is great. Of course getting back to my youtube channel and well living a great life. 


-Sushi =] 

Care Package From Linda =]

So I walked out the door and ALWAYS I mean always.. I look in the mail box to see if the mailman pass by, I saw a package that was for me FROM my chi hai ^.^ and a letter for my sis lol [who cares about that part]
 --Chi hai the top left of the package it was opened, so I don't know what fell out so you tell me i took the pics of the stuff inside

There was this CUTE little note inside of the package for me =] that little orange spot is highlighted by a highlighter.

U.S. Air Force calculator!
- This made my day since me and my BF was making fun of the calculator. Since it was from the U.S Air Force we made C.O.D jokes about how it can calculate the direct hit for planes and where to put the spy plane =D

-- Yes the items =] which includes:

Pens, Highlighters, Tide to-go, Earrings, Necklace, Hot dark chocolate coco, 2 lollipops [my baby brother stole one]

-- So chi tell me if anything is missing! =] And Thanks a bunch ^.^ I'm definitely taking you out on your birthday once you come back =]

Reasons to why I wear make up

You see this picture what would come to mind; flawless, natural, beauty. Truthfully through my eyes I see many flaws because I made this face to be flawless. I use make up to cover the imperfections that are needed. I would never say I'm ugly in ANYWAY; overweight - of course I would think that. But NEVER ugly, why? because I'm beautiful to the heart. I'm a loving girlfriend, friend, daughter, and sister and nothing will EVER put me down on that. Sure people call me fat, I become moody and sad but you know what I get over it in a snap. But to go on about my make up... Well it's flawless. I'm perfect it to make it PERFECT to my liking. I only wear make up once in a blue moon because well, I don't have to impress ANYONE. But the days I do wear make up, it's to feel like a new person, a bit more confident. Truthfully I hate make up. The tackiness, the mess, the colors. It's hard to keep up. But I do things to make it flawless. One tip is to spray a mist of water on your face then dab with a sponge to give the airbrush look. Why buy airbrush machine when you can do it the dinosaur way! I don't like how vibrant the lipsticks are so I still use lipstick but I use it to tint my lips so it wont be overwhelming. I buy make up because I want it, not because I need it [Okay I lied, SOMETIMES I need it] but I have SO MUCH eyeshadow palette that aren't in use that I would just give it to anyone if I felt like it.

So my reasons? To feel confident and perfect the imperfections.

What I used:
- Amazing Cosmetics Concealer [Medium Beige]
- Bare Mineral Foundation Powder
- Rimmel London Exaggerate Water Proof Eye Definer [26|Noir]
- Maybelline Lip Stick [645|Red Revival]
- Fresh Up Balm [Cherry]

-- Stay Tune for give away--

2010 Beauty Favorites - A Tag

I've been tagged!!! D=
So this is a beauty tag. Meaning I have to answer the questions that are asked. I was tagged by Linda =P
Here we goooo

Questions:
1-Which lipstick/ lip gloss did you use most often in 2010?

I would use the sephora brand lipstick in Rouge. It's creamy and so comfortable. I love how the lipstick is very pigmented and vibrant. Especially when I was a vampire on Halloween.









2-What was your favorite eyeshadow this year?


For eyeshadow I love the colorful duo eyeshadow from the Sephora collection in shimmering peachy gold/ shimmering cool bark it's more of the natural look I love. A bit of pigment and a bit of shine. Perfect for school, holidays and date or dinner parties =]






3-What product for the complexion (foundation, blush, etc.,) did you use the most?

I used the Amazing Cosmetics concealer in medium beige, I believe it's kind of light but not really it's hard to hard the right color since i have a bit of different shades on my skin. I don't use foundation since the concealer brightens up the area of my face and make my skin look perfect enough I only would need to set it with the Clinique superbalanced powder makeup SPF15 in 02 natural. It's a dry combination for those who have oily skin. It comes with a small flatten brush which is great for on the go but other than that I use the Lancome fluffy brush for the powder.
4-Your favorite nail polish color of 2010?

I LOVE the color RED! Of course it was in style for the year =D but in my terms red is forever my favorite color. It goes great on my nails and it matches. I only use the OPI nail lacquer [I'm so asian] I grew up knowing this brand so I trust it with my instant. I also love Sally Hansen Diamond strength top coat. I love it since it doesn't chip at all. [Not a fan of her quick dry nail polishes though]




5-Which skin care product would you not give up under any circumstances?
Literally my Lancome Tonique Douceur. It smells good and it has an ingredient which is rose water. It helps the redness go down after cleansing my face with a cleanser.








6-What is your favorite personal care product?
 My Crest 3D white toothpaste and mouth wash. It actually works but it does take time for it to fully whitens. I'm planning to buy the strips soon. I find the 3D crest toothbrush is just like any other toothbrush. Just change your tooth brush every 3 months so avoid bacteria from growing. Also tongue scraper do not forget em =D

7- Your usually worn fragrance in 2010?
 

For 2010 I use the Marc Jacobs Lola Eau De Parfum Natural Spray. [That size in picture] I love the smell not to strong but vibrant. It also compliment my natural smell [the odor I already have] I love the cap to this it's so cute. It's still very full I only use it for special occasions.

8-What was your personal favorite jewelry piece?

So a few months ago I bought this sterling silver necklace over ebay and I turned out to be in love with the brand. it's so nice you can just buy other charms and switch it around. It would also cause an attraction to many other people when they see my necklace and ask where did I buy the necklace. Well it's from Thomas Sabo charm. The charm is a wing and a dog tag with an imprint of the wing on it.

9-What have you discovered in 2010 that is new for you (new products, inspirations, blogs, hobbies, etc.,)?

In 2010 the new thing's I've discover is that I'm good with hair, still an amateur on makeup [but I have the right mind set to make people not look like a clown] , want to start my own website, wants to try different things and HAVE more skills to work on. I also love blogging in 2010 I began to blog more and more. Foudn someone to look up to but she was a fake all along.

10- Do you have resolutions for 2011? If so, what are they?

For 2011, cut soda out, lose weight, gain confident, blog more, learn more skills in makeup, start a website.

I don't have many followers so I'm only tagging one person.

Ann

Other parts of me.

Working-Capabilities
Tumblr; SushiPalooza
Youtube; SushiPalooza
Twitter; SushiPalooza
WordPress; SushiPalooza
Sushi's College Adventure [Work in Progress]

-- Be sure to check it out leave comments have other people follow me =]
-- New youtube video will be up soon ^.^

I shall forever stay as a Scorpio

So as some of you know, the zodiac signs are moved and changed every one goes up a notch and a new zodiac sign is among us.
I went from a Scorpio to a Libra -.-"
No offense to the Libra but... I do not wish to be a libra. I relate more to a scorpio then any other zodiac signs possible.

So the new Zodiac sign that has emerge [at random] is call Ophiuchus.
Weird name and hard to pronounce.
So now everyone goes up a notch.

Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16
Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11
Pisces: March 11 - April 18
Aries: April 18 - May 13
Taurus: May 13 - June 21
Gemini: June 21 - July 20
Cancer: July 20 - Aug. 10
Leo: Aug. 10 - Sept. 16
Virgo: Sept. 16 - Oct. 30
Libra: Oct. 30 - Nov. 23
Scorpio: Nov. 23 - Nov. 29
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 - Dec. 17
Sagittarius: Dec. 17 - Jan. 20


-- People have so much time to look and discover zodiac signs that they don't look for more important things to do.
-- Also the new signs are for people who was born 2009 and onward. Since 2009 was when new signs began to appear.

The 37th Annual People's Choice Award - 1/5/2011

If you miss the People's Choice award on January 5th, 2011.
They tell the winners from an android phone -Kyocera; Sanyo Zio- [21st century!]
[I got bored]

The Winners:
Favorite Comedy Actor: Adam Sandler 
Favorite Comedy Movie: Grown - Ups 
Favorite Talk Show Host: Conan O'Brien
Favorite Country Artist: Taylor Swift
Favorite Break Out Artist: Selena Gomez 
Favorite TV Comedy Actor: Neil Patrick Harris
Favorite TV Comedy Actress: Jane Lynch
Favorite TV Comedy: Glee
Favorite Viral Video Star: Youtube - Single Lady Devastation
Favorite TV Drama Actress: Lisa Edelstein
Favorite TV Drama: House M.D.
Favorite Movie Actor: Johnny Depp <3!!!
Favorite Movie Star Under 25: Zac Efron
Favorite TV Guilty Pleasure: Keeping up with the Kardashians
Favorite New TV Drama: Hawaii Five-0
Favorite New TV Comedy: $#*! [bleep] My Dad Said
Favorite Movie Actress: Kristen Stewart
Favorite Female Artist: Katy Perry
Favorite On-line sensation: Katy Perry
Favorite Movie of the Year: Twilight Saga; Eclipse
Favorite Drama Movie: Twilight Saga; Eclipse


Performances:
A Year Without Rain - Selena Gomez & The Scene
God Bless Saturday - Kid Rock [He said Monday's a bitch ^.^]



!!REMINDER!!:
Sunday, February 13 2011 - The Grammy Awards LIVE!
Sign up for the CVS beauty insider to win a trip to Next years People's choice awards.

Fun Pro's and Con's

--Had a chat with my god-sister Thu and while watching Bridal Plasty I find myself amusing--

• I am amazed by sharks and want to swim with them BUT I'm scared of them.
• I love the beach BUT I'm scared of the ocean
• I would like to travel by any transportation BUT I'm scared of any type of boat [even a yacht]
• I'm intrigued by plastic surgery and ALWAYS wanted one BUT I look perfect enough
• I'm a manicurist and I'm good at the job BUT I hate being one
• I like make up BUT I hate wearing it
• I LOVE playing Black Ops BUT it get me dizzy, queazy, and I'm bored easily [BUT I love playing in Nuke Town >=D]
• I like to listen to Glee Songs/Covers BUT I hate their concept in the shows.

So yea pretty much it.. I have weird interests. =]

My New Year resolution

My new year resolution wasn't fun to think about you see it took alt of hard thinking ya know why because there are a lot of things to look through there for these are my resolution;

1) cut soda from my life
2) lose weight/hit the gym
3) no more making new friends
4) study hard in school
5) work well and hard at work
6) stop my shopping problem
7) stay true to REAL friends
8) get good on black ops and other fps games
9) make peace with my dad
10) be happy as can be

Yes I know there are 10 resolution and I'm determine to get them! Don't come and tell me I'm fine the way I look or whatever because I want to make myself happy. No more new friends because I have a problem with trust and I am not ready to be fucked over by idiots who do not understand what friendship mean. And stop my shopping problem because I buy stuff to fill a void that can NEVER be filled. 

Other than that Happy New Year 2011 everyone have the best year of your life. And no 2012 won't happen just a conspiracy.